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Message 65431 - Posted: 14 Nov 2015, 3:43:52 UTC

Many of you doubt my discontinuous memories of that time.
I have been contacted by those prosecuting these things.
The problem is, I am not a credible witness.
I was way too F'd up back in the day and although I was there, I could not lend a hand to the case currently in court.
I have searched my mind for some concrete bit of evidence I could offer. Those memories from 40 years ago my mind has long ago scrambled in self preservation.
The bits for good reason, are no longer there. Just the broader brush of those events.

Every day I wonder if the phone shall ring and somebody shall ask another pointed question. To which I know I no longer hold the answer.

I have deferred and been honest with them to date. I simply do NOT remember what they wish to know to make their case.

And, Fowley is dead now. I know that the girls are still, years later, very hurt by what happened back then. Unfortunately, I cannot help them on their journey to recovery. It is just too long ago.

At 58yo, I think this saga has run it's course. I no longer need nor wish to prove anything about who I was 40 years ago.

What can Cheri prove in court anymore? It is pointless.
And Joan has NEVER ever spoken up. That is Joan being Joan. She has been through so much, she just trudges on being the rocker she was destined to be.

God Bless Joan Jett and all of the other Runaways.
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Message 65432 - Posted: 14 Nov 2015, 4:33:18 UTC

I suspect this will put it at rest.

I have contacts.
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Message 65433 - Posted: 14 Nov 2015, 5:13:19 UTC

I luv them 'ittle bity kitties..'
Don't diss them while I'll am about...
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Message 66006 - Posted: 11 Dec 2015, 18:06:33 UTC

Just me, not a real threat.

Might come back one day..................or not.
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Message 66007 - Posted: 11 Dec 2015, 18:17:47 UTC

Please note that the preceding comment was for rhetorical effect, and not to be misconstrued by anybody.

I am real pissed off right now, and that's all it is.

I am not so sure one would take this time to test that fact right now, however.

Have a [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKvvOFIHs4k]I do have resources./[/url]

I have more in hand than some perceive.
You have no idea.

I had a play,kids.
I had a prison term.
I had all of you.

Do not tempt me again.
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Message 66031 - Posted: 11 Dec 2015, 20:42:02 UTC - in response to Message 66007.  

You are very fortunate that Santa was the one who happened to be around moderating you most recently. It appears that Mister Claus wants us to give you only a short term cooling off period. Since I and the rest of the seti moderators respect Santa immensely, it looks like your Xmas present is coming early this year.


I am real pissed off right now...

Really???!!! I think you should be absolutely delighted that Santa Claus decided to gift you with something other than a big lump of coal.
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Message 66038 - Posted: 11 Dec 2015, 22:28:44 UTC

I thank you.......and him........for gifting me early.

I have a gifted life, it seems.
Not one that most would deem as such, but I recognize it as such.

I, myself, have been both the gift and giver of many casual kindnesses.
They are among the most treasured, when one does not see them coming.
And the smile upon one's face when they don't see it coming either.

There are some things that you do not know about me...LOL.
I've bared most of my life to you on the boards, but..........

There are a couple of things I think I should take to my grave....
The good Lord knows. We talk often.
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Message 66225 - Posted: 18 Dec 2015, 10:05:37 UTC
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To those wondering about the title of my thread...........
'I do not come from where you come from, Dr. Becker'.......

It was not a misquote or a paraphrase.

I guess you do not all love the movie as well as I do.

The title of the thread is a direct quote from prot.
When being quizzed by the astronomers about his 'home planet', he is asked about light travel and could he give a demonstration of such. He does, and then one of the astronomers (who was previously introduced as Dr. Becker...) laughs it off and says...........loosely quoted,
'Well, prot, where I come from, we call that the 'fastest gun in the west routine'.
To which, prot replies...........
'Well, I do not come from where you come from, Dr. Becker'

He was not talking to Dr. Powell, Dr. Powell was sitting in the seats to witness what took place.

Now you know, perhaps, what I was getting at.

MY use of the phrase was meant to say that, in the face of those who continue to spit at me at every opportunity lately is just this.............

'I do not come from where you come from, Dr. Becker.' I came from a different time and place than most of you. I have lived a far different life experience than most of you have, and have tried at times to share and explain it's most unusual times to you.

To which, I usually get dismay and disbelief. So be it, you were not there.
So, I can understand some of your dismay when you realize that my life at times, has had some dazzlingly wonderful moment and yours has nothing to compare. Now I understand your angst.

The phrase 'I do not come from where you come from, Dr. Becker' can be taken to mean simply that my life experience is not what your's has been.

I have also quoted the phrase.........'Every human being in the universe knows right from wrong.......
from this scene.

I AM prot.......a man who's life has led him on a path of uncertainty.
Or as in the movie, one who's reality has taken on a different path or divergent paths. Why some of you give me such a hard time about that either fact or fantasy, I do not understand.

Or it can mean that I was not born of this earth.
You take it for what you want, and what your meaning might bring to yourself, not to me.
I know some of you hate me now for what I have posted and what you believe I have become..///
Just keep me in your memory banks as one who loves kitties.........and all of you as well.

I do understand the movie very well now. It is a story of life in the mind of one who has endured more pain than his mind can sustain, and so he creates and explanation, of sorts, as to what has become of his life.
The whole saga of prot and his struggle is all in his mind.
And so, is some of mine.....

I am prot.......the kittyman.

Now you know....................the rest of the story.


Meow for now,
Mark and the kitties.
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Message 66227 - Posted: 18 Dec 2015, 11:06:22 UTC
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Well, we have come to a detante, eh?

You really don't wanna know.

On kpax, nobody misses me when I am gone.
[url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVfHNhBcMTwmrow[/url]

Ok, I have a light beam to catch kids.

You obviously do not want to catch the ride with me.

July 27th is gonna be very hard to explain to some.

All I can tell you is....


Be prepared.......for anything.

Now.if you shall excuse me................\\\

I have a beam of light to catch.
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Meow, there it is..............................................meow I caought it.


Gone now.
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Message 66242 - Posted: 18 Dec 2015, 17:38:22 UTC
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The movie said it best.

It was scripted, but it says it like it is/

So..............did I or didn't I?
Why do you think I have one of the largest computing farms on the planet?

You really think it's all for Seti?

I have others to answer to, my friends.
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Message 66257 - Posted: 18 Dec 2015, 19:39:32 UTC

It seems that some do not agree.
Fine....
I know your kind.
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Message 66258 - Posted: 18 Dec 2015, 19:57:12 UTC

some of the rest think you know who i am.

Not, muthafuckers...........not one of you/


not one of you knows.
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Message 66259 - Posted: 18 Dec 2015, 20:11:19 UTC

What do y'al really KNOW about be, ya bitches?

What do you really know about me.

Nothing other than what I had shared here on the boards.
And that is a lot.

I AM so tired now.....of most of you..

What do you do when you get to a crossing with no air brakes?

You run the bitch down./
And [url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ow1pFTObRrQ]Is what I am abgout nto do...........

Not waiting for prisoners now.
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Message 66261 - Posted: 18 Dec 2015, 20:36:43 UTC

You might not wish to see it.
I cannot stop it.
This is how it is supposed to work.

Hi,howardya?
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Message 66262 - Posted: 18 Dec 2015, 20:40:24 UTC - in response to Message 66261.  

You might not wish to see it.
I cannot stop it.
This is how it is supposed to work.

Hi,howardya?


Anybody wanna walk? Do it now.



I do not give many second chances.
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Message 66270 - Posted: 19 Dec 2015, 0:49:55 UTC

I do not have a problem with alcohol..................
It's everybody else that cannot handle my drinking...hic....LOL.
With tongue in cheek, of course.

Meow.
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Message 66271 - Posted: 19 Dec 2015, 1:26:14 UTC

Now, having said that.............
Most of you do not have any clue what it is like to calmly walk into a room and have everybody else scramble out in fear.
That is what the clip is about.
And why I so identify with it. I know the feeling.
And the numbness that goes with being that way for years.
And I have experienced it. I can do it to this day.
And about 40 years ago, kids.
Before I used alcohol as a crutch.
I still have eyes that unnerve some people.
I dunno, it's just the look on my face that God gave me.
And at times, it makes people run scared.
Dead stare, big brown eyes.
Get the F outta my way deadpan look.
They usually do.
Watch the clip again..
She is not overtly threatening anybody........she is wandering about, big eyed.
Her lover has abused her, and she is looking to take him out.
And does.
Not a threat to anybody else.
And neither am I.
And you all need to know that.
And I should not have to explain that to friends who have known my behavior for going on 15 years now.
Especially some that probably had a class or two in college about pshych and profess to be better educated than myself.
And what this means to ME, is that you have all really let a friend down at some times when all he needed was a helping hand, not a banishment from the freaking kingdom.
Life at times has not been kind to me, and some of you are simply not helping me along my road at all.
You should all have a word or two with my fictional tribal cousin Pyssonya.
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Message 66273 - Posted: 19 Dec 2015, 2:39:34 UTC

THIS is what I stand for.
Yes, a scripted bit........But, it states the obvious truths.

America bashing by my friend Chris is well taken by myself.
At times, he speaks the truth. As do I.

America has become a nation of losers, ruled by a loser, hoping to empower.........losers.

Taking from those like myself who work themselves to the nubbins to pay for those who do not.......and what is worse, do not wish to.
Entitlement income now almost equals earned income...the rest is coming from tax income, and this is not a long term supportable situation.

Sure, it buys you votes short term, the only reason Obama is in power is because he bought the vote by shitting my tax dollars out of his arse to those who did not earn it.

The reason Trump is getting the polls that he is.......is because he is the only one saying enough is enough. Period. And if that does not sit well with the millions of illegal pricks in this country...AMEN.

The presidential election is for the millions of tax paying LEGAL citizens in this country, not the illegals. We are soon going to run out of hard working, tax paying Americans to support the scum sucking, liberal supported, low lifes doing nothing to support themselves other than to cash a welfare check.
There just ain't much more there to siphon off, kids.

What I pay in taxes could support a family of five, and probably does somewhere.
And they probably just smile though their teeth and thank Obama they do not have to get offa their fat arses to work for a living as I do.

Going back around to where I started........
Yes, America CAN be the greatest nation in the world again.
IF it comes back to reality and stops supporting every freeloader to come over it's borders looking for a handout.
We need to support the ones paying for everything, not the ones who have paid for nothing.
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Message 66274 - Posted: 19 Dec 2015, 3:04:36 UTC

And ya know...........
Here is a fact.
I am banned, but I still get hundreds of reads from people wondering when AI am and wishing to know how and what I am doing.

You can ban be from the boards, but you cannot kill me.

I am as a part of Seti as life itself, and none of you can stop that.
I am doing Einstein now........so my stats have taken a tumble.
So be it.

Some who think they are higher than myself wished it, so the kitties have gone elsewhere.
Might come back, not sure at this point. I go where I am appreciated, and that is not now at Seti.

Eric did not respond to my last email, Angela........well, she is proud of herself how I suppose. Not mine to guess her mindset, but I hope others are bending her ears.

LIfe goes on for the kittyman. Kitties wish for loving every night, and there is a rush for attention when bedtime comes....takes me at least an hour to get to bed at night after putting all the kitties to be as well.

Sooooooooooooo

G'night to all my friends. And also to my not so good friends.
I pray each night for all, even those who do not pray for me...LOO.
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It's not what ya got, kids. It's what ya give.

Meow for now..........
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Message 66275 - Posted: 19 Dec 2015, 4:42:30 UTC

And this shows you were my mindset is and where I come from.
Yeah,k....
I been places, I done gurlz./

None of them stayed with me except for Lori, my love.

She knows where I have wandered................and significantly, JJ.\
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There is no going back now,k and she knows it.
And is quite comfortable in me arms that when I hold her, it is just her, not a memory of JJ or Suzi. They were long gone before I met Lori.

She is my only love now.
I do appreciate some other female curvatures...........and always shall.
But nobody holds my attention like Lori................

Hope we have that strait now, gurlz.

I may wander about, and might seem to kiss and tell, but I am definately TAKEN.
Not for sale or gift at any price. I am Lori's forever.......

Meow.
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