Always with the negative waves..............
Suppose the bridge ain't there?

I know who they come from now, and can apply tinfoil in the appropriate directions as to deflect their negative waves.

And, baby, there is another bridge.
I can work around, baby.
There is another bridge.
You notice I am still getting a few AP tasks here and there.
There is another bridge.

Can we talk NOW???

Or do you still think you are above me?
Just wondering.
Just do da ing.
Don't really care anymore...it's the rest of the Seti users that are in judgement of what you are doing, not me.

I can direct the kitties to whatever region of research I wish to. And they obey without question.
You should do so well as to reflect their respect.
I have none for you anymore, your ignorance has preceded you.
And I am done ignoring it.
I am simply done fighting those that think they are above me.
You win.

All further inquiries can be directed to my assistant,
The lovely Indian maiden Pissonya....


Meow.

See Ya..........
I Guess It Doesn't Matter Anymore............
Gone now...
Past Seti expatriate.

Don't ever forget...YOU did this.

Bye kids.

Yeah, I am crying about the decision.
But, you don't really matter anymore.
Listen to the song, kids.
I have held my breath waiting.
This is on the brow of some 4 or 5 mods....who think they are above all of us and me. And the brunt of it has to go on yourselves.
If you had browbeat those few who think they know it all into the ground, I would have been back on the boards months ago.
But, you remained complacent and let them have their way.
Well, now your silence has has it's say as well.
Be careful what you wish for, they say. Now you have it.

I am gone from the project.
You have your wish.

All computers are now NNT for Seti.
Done deal.

I may hang around on one board or another for awhile, and then maybe not.

Those who truly care, know me and how to get in contact with me if they wish to do so.
If not, at this point, given the circumstances, I guess I am not sure if the contact would be welcome or not. For, they had not chastised the mods enough to get me back on board either.

#3 all time contributor to the project.....my my my.
Yeah, you were right.........don't matter what you contribute, folks will shit on ya no matter what....'tis true.

Just in the back of your mind some day wonder........
Who where the mods that with 4 people made up your minds for your??
I know who they are. You should too.

Eric told me he did not agree, and yet he would not get inbetween.
I don't really blame Eric..........he long ago told me he never wanted to get involved in these silly, mindless shitfests.
He had to let it go it's own way.

See Ya..........
I Guess It Doesn't Matter Anymore............
Gone now...
Past Seti expatriate.

Don't ever forget...YOU did this.

Bye kids.

Yeah, I am crying about the decision.
But, you don't really matter anymore.
Listen to the song, kids.
I have held my breath waiting.
This is on the brow of some 4 or 5 mods....who think they are above all of us and me. And the brunt of it has to go on yourselves.
If you had browbeat those few who think they know it all into the ground, I would have been back on the boards months ago.
But, you remained complacent and let them have their way.
Well, now your silence has has it's say as well.
Be careful what you wish for, they say. Now you have it.

I am gone from the project.
You have your wish.

oh boy.

I'd be sympathetic, but because of past history I have real trouble feeling sorry for self-pitying drunks because they seldom take responsibility for the messes they make. No mods did anything to you, Mark. You did it all to yourself and its totally up to Eric what happens as regards your return to seti.

I do feel sorry for you that you couldn't get your driving license. That must suck and be very difficult in a country that it is so car dependent.

Leaving Seti so publicly means to me, you never really cared about the Science.

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Pluto will always be a planet to me.

oh boy.

I'd be sympathetic, but because of past history I have real trouble feeling sorry for self-pitying drunks because they seldom take responsibility for the messes they make. No mods did anything to you, Mark. You did it all to yourself and its totally up to Eric what happens as regards your return to seti.

I do feel sorry for you that you couldn't get your driving license. That must suck and be very difficult in a country that it is so car dependent.

You misread or I misspoke.........
I had no problem with my license renewal.....it's in the mail to myself as we speak. Along with full Obaman Real ID privileges....might I add. I had to make a trip to the county courthouse to get an embossed copy of my birth certificate to do that, something that illegal bastards coming into this country do not seem to have to do.......only legal, white, honest, english speaking sons of legal immigrants have to do.

My DL has been valid since about '76 or so before I rolled my '64 Olds into a pretzel with me hanging out the rear window.

Leaving Seti so publicly means to me, you never really cared about the Science.

You be very careful what you say there, Hon....
I care VERY much about the science, have always said so.
But I will not be held hostage to it.

You and I have been fast friends for a very long time, but you had best understand what you are saying with a statement like that.

I was always here for the science, and not for the credits.......
Although I have always done well with either.

Don't slam the door on my aars on the way out, baby.

Not the point in time to jab me. Not if you understand who I am and where I am coming from or where I am going.

You....of all poeple, should understand this situation.
You are tied in with Eric and Angela, and probably know most of the mods involved.


Your comment was neither kind nor warranted under the current circumstances.

I AM ABOUT THE SCIENCE. Always was. That does not change my need nor ability to direct hundreds of dollars a day of computer resources to where I choose to.

Seti won't miss me much. My stats will some day fade off into the great beyond.

And I won't be missed any more than any of you have on the freaking Cafe boards.

So, don't cry for me anymore, Hon.

I still love you as always.

Meow.

And it has become apparent to me that few, if anybody, every really cared about stats anyway.
The simple fact that I, as a home user, not prostituting business computers, school systems or or otherwise, have chosen to devote a large part of my lifetime and resources to this project, should be astounding to some. And yet it is not.

I have learned much here though. Much about social issues, empathy and lack thereof. What one man recognizes at truth and the next walking by does not.

Let me go back into my kpax mode....

This planet is very interesting. We do not have such differences on kpax, because everybody is equal. There are no quarrels, no differences of opinion, no arguments. Because everybody is born of the same mind. So, when I come to YOUR planet and experience two life forms taking exception to each other's point of view, it is an exceptional experience.

Because I am not a great nor experienced debator. this is foreign to my being.

I lash out when I must, because I feel it is protective of myself.
This has been the root of my evils, as perceived here.
I argue a lot, and can do so ad infinitum.

This does not mean I hate any of you, I just get rather emphatic stating MY points. And some of you have taken that to be combative or insulting.

I never meant it to be so. To have you kick me off your planet was quite hateful on your part, if I might say so.

[prot mode off]

Now do you have a clue, and could you apologize?

And...
How am I suppose to live with no air?

It ain't gonna be easy living without you.

I raised the bar........
And you so gracefully slid under it.
I had a car,
And you all had a ride in it.

Now some times, you seem to want some more.
And I feel at time
I just have no more
to give. To you.

It's what I have done for.............years.
And now you want some more.
My tears............
Make me wonder what I've done it for.

Glisten is all I can do.
Have nothing more. Nothing more for you.
Glisten is all I can do.
Makes me happy, now what about you>

I see.......all I have done as good.
Nothing else, have I misunderstood?
I went and go forth like I though I should.
I went only where I thought I should.

Glisten is all I can do.
Have nothing more. Nothing more for you.
Glisten is all I can do.
Makes me happy, now what about you>

Doing, is what I'm afraid. [of]
Doing, not of what I'm made. [of]
I know what I can do [i know]
And these days it's not with you. [someday]

Glisten is all I can do.
Have nothing more. Nothing more for you.
Glisten is all I can do.
Makes me happy, now what about you>

What about you?


Mark S.Sattler, 12/30/2014
All rights reserved.
But I would truly love to hear from an artist that could make thin simple thought into a song...

Meow.

What about you?
A song composed by Mark S. Sattler
12/30/14

Sending this to several artists I know and have had some conversations with.
Meow.




I raised the bar........
And you so gracefully slid under it.
I had a car,
And you all had a ride in it.

Now some times, you seem to want some more.
And I feel at time
I just have no more
to give. To you.

It's what I have done for.............years.
And now you want some more.
My tears............
Make me wonder what I've done it for.

Glisten is all I can do.
Have nothing more. Nothing more for you.
Glisten is all I can do.
Makes me happy, now what about you>

I see.......all I have done as good.
Nothing else, have I misunderstood?
I went and go forth like I though I should.
I went only where I thought I should.

Glisten is all I can do.
Have nothing more. Nothing more for you.
Glisten is all I can do.
Makes me happy, now what about you>

Doing, is what I'm afraid. [of]
Doing, not of what I'm made. [of]
I know what I can do [i know]
And these days it's not with you. [someday]

Glisten is all I can do.
Have nothing more. Nothing more for you.
Glisten is all I can do.
Makes me happy, now what about you>

What about you?


Mark S.Sattler, 12/30/2014
All rights reserved.
But I would truly love to hear from an artist that could make thin simple thought into a song...

Meow.[/quote]


'nother verse.
It has to be done like a coda, an in between with a higher urgency..

I have brought more than you brought to me.....\
Just what is it you wish me to be?
I have done it, now it is your song, so.
I still don't hear you say to me........

So I whisper into your ear......
Know you're asleep,
but I know you hear.
Me, talking softly and you're so damned near.
Makes me happy, what about you?

Makes me happy, what about you?

Leaving Seti so publicly means to me, you never really cared about the Science.

I have seen no response from you since my reply, does that mean you have nothing to say, Hon?
If so, say it clearly and freely here and now.
You are dear to me, and your thoughts are as well.

Mark

Mark, Mark, Mark.

Who did I contact way back in the June of 2008 about asking to be come a Mod. In July it came a reality with a bang. You among less than a 1/2 half a dozen, I asked for input.
Remember your advise? Just be yourself. "Not sure if you are strong enough, maybe too much of a softy."

I was for five years. And still today. Me!

Even the "30" took their punishment in Grace. Most kept on doing good Science.

As to Imegrants, we are all in same the boat. Germans have been late to the boat.

I don't begrudge the fact, that the Spanish got here first.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JyD8BxoB2To

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Pluto will always be a planet to me.

I am about done dancing for the night, but for the sake of sparring with you,
Shall we Dance?
After all I am US born, and have nothing to hida about my heritage.
I am about 75% German, the rest Dutch and a mix of other gutteral european mogerals. What are you arguing with me about?
Mark, mark, mark...I love that line, comes from kpax.

Almost sounds like you care about me...LOL.

Ulihon, Ulinhon, Ullihon,...........now, that's better.

And something special I shall share wi5h you.........
Since I love you and Andrews about equeally...put that feather in your cap....
Here is a special bit, since it seems the poor gurl cannot sing much anymore.
And I am sure you shall get a charge out of Kinglsley....
Enjoy.....Uhh, like this, no?

And hon......
And anybody else listening in...........
I have only tears to give leaving the project.
More than some others shall award me.
It has been a rather unrewarding experience at times.
Things I thought were special, were nothing to most.
Bills I paid meant nothing to most.
It is time I wised up and quite leaving blood on the table.
If I do it for the science, and get not one iota of recognition for it, what is the point of being so excellent at it?
For me? Jesus, I can self congratulate myself until the cows come home and feel just as good.

No, I have come to understand that the LEVEL of my contribution means nothing to anybody, and that is the level I shall contribute at in the future.

I might even have something saved up to live on when I retire, instead of spending it all on electric bills.

I might as well kick the whole shebang in the ditch, as it were, except for the fact that it is currently heating my house..........
64f in here, about zero outside.

This is painful for me, but I have to learn to disconnect from those that don't have my better interests in their hearts. And believe me, nobody here on Seti other than a nudge and a wink gives a rats's ass.

Eric doesn't care if I or a hundered other minions make up the same amount of work. It's all just tasks in and out for him. He does not any longer recognize me as special, ans has told me so.

Save one or two who know who they are......grant ya that.

I might as well kick the whole shebang in the ditch, as it were, except for the fact that it is currently heating my house..........

Einstein sub-optimized BRPs run hotter than most optimized Seti MBs and APs do. A difference of up to 8C on my GPU and CPUs. One reason why I don't run Einstein anymore.

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I might as well kick the whole shebang in the ditch, as it were, except for the fact that it is currently heating my house..........

Einstein sub-optimized BRPs run hotter than most optimized Seti MBs and APs do. A difference of up to 8C on my GPU and CPUs. One reason why I don't run Einstein anymore.

Oh, Hiya, Jord.
Just toddling off to bed, myself.
Have to keep the kitties cozy.
You keep the monsters at bay, now, willya?

You keep the monsters at bay, now, willya?

You mean lock the door behind you? Will do. :)

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You keep the monsters at bay, now, willya?

You mean lock the door behind you? Will do. :)

No, leave the door open....it gives them somtehing to target their angst against, and I guess I am that target.
I dodge bullets pretty well for my age...LOL.

This should keep them busy for awhile.........
At least if they are cognizant of just WHO Mel Blanc was........

Enjoy all, and goodnight.

Meow.

A new Mark in the New Year?
Sheesh, I haven't figured out what to do with the old one yet.

Anyway, the kitties have convinced my inner drama queen to relent and open the rigs back up to receiving Seti AP work.

I'll have to work on the other issues as I am able to.

Thanks for your words of advice, Chris.
Yes, I do try to listen to your reason at times.

Meow.